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September 30th, 2007

here's the thing

it's hard to let go
when everything EVERYTHING reminds me of you

September 15th, 2007

i honestly dont know

why i deal with this
why i get so hurt
about stuff that was said over 6 months ago
but man
reading that shit again
it hurts, it really does.
just wow.
what do i do? why dont people give me some kind of warning?
life is about 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 chances

September 2nd, 2007


save tonight, tomorrow will be gone
pray for my aunt

September 1st, 2007

(no subject)

how do you measure love
I'm anorexic because I eat as much as I want & don't gain weight,
I'm a liar because I wo!n't tell you everything,
I'm stupid because sometimes I'm wrong,
I'm ugly because my face isn't perfect,
I'm annoying because I'm not chill enough,
I'm a loser because I'm not friends with your group,
I use people because I do what's best for me,
I'm fake because most of the time I'm happy,
I'm weird because I'm not like you,
I'm controlling because I get mad sometimes,
I'm clingy because I like to be around people,
I'm greedy because I like to be satisfied,
I'm naive because I'm younger than you,
I'm conceited because I'm proud of who I am,
I'm rude because my manners aren't perfect,
I'm unappreciative because I don't praise you.
Don't try to tell me who I am because I already know.

August 28th, 2007


kick off your shoes and live a little
so i am really loving pres
even if i go there in a bad mood
i end up getting into a good mood while there

so today. during geometry, which is a fun class anyway, Mr. Mudd came in, cause Ms. Hartman forgot to put attendace out. so we were playing gooch ball definitions or whatever you want to call it. and so ms. hartman told mr. mudd(who is a FINEEE looking guy if i do say so myself. too bad i dont have geography this year. damn) and he said "there is always a need for some gooch" or something like that. i cant think of the exact context of it
but let me just say
that it was HILARIOUS. everyone started laughing, and of course it is all girls,so it is a high pitched laugh. mr. mudd just blushes

~*~* story of the day ~*~*~*~*

August 23rd, 2007


this is how we fall
deleting my livejournal account most likely tonight
cause it is very stupid
very stupid
and everyone on here hates me
i've been thinking a lot lately
and i think that if i had cancer or something. or if i was gone from the internet for a long time
no one would notice
or care
i now hate the internet
a lot
btw, if you still dont want me to send that heart necklace, let me know. i have stuff to send it out in. i have money. but if you aren't going to wear it, then i have other people that would love to.

August 22nd, 2007


that isnt funny
people play me
i was just trying to be nice
that's what i get though
go tell all your little friends now that kate's a bitch.

August 14th, 2007


i dont live to please you
i can't believe tomorrow is the start of school
i am really excited, but more nervous. idk why my mom woke me up so early.
but i can get a lot done before physical therapy
so much to do today, so much to do.
summer was okay
but lots of drama
especially these last few days
but i am not going to let it ruin me
i am going into Presentation with a fresh start. people will know me for ME. and not anything else.

August 5th, 2007

its been so long

i die without you rent
since i have been this depressed, stressed, anxious, worried, and mad.

just everything is coming full circle what i have done.
i should be happy
but i am not
for some reason
i just had the best time on vacation
but it is all over
maybe its just an end of summer thing
if you want to know more, and actually want to take the time
you can ask.
its a long rant though.

June 5th, 2007


this is how we fall
this new back brace
wanna know more about how i am,
now's not the time.
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